unblessed.

always.

when we saw someone's living as our expectation, we feel unblessed, automatically.

expectation always keep us living in a beautiful place called heaven then forgot that our feet is stepping on a hell, so that's why there's this saying, "you never take a walk on their shoes", because hell is in our shoes.

the place where we can feel the long road of our lives.

you can never feel anybody's hell.

but hell is hell.

but the way hell torture us is different.

mine?

i wish i could be in someone else hell.
because their hell don't seems like hell to me.
and my hell, don't seems like hell to the one who's dying to have life like mine.

because we are just too adapted to our pain, that it slowly rooting inside your soul, and it grew.
no cures.

you can always make the twigs broken, but you can never deprive the roots.

unless if you make your body returning to hell.

kill yourself - and feel more unblessed.

such a hell that you missed out so many things.